A Moment of Truth.

Today is just a day I would like to make a mark. Because some truth hit me. All that I thought and believed were merely just an illusion.

I've been a fool, that's all I can say.

Same shit, different smell.

Why do I never learn? Sometimes, ignorance really is better. But if you never knew, you would just be deceived.

And it's about time I start learning how to be more of a bitch. I gotta be less gullible and stop being so naive.

I can't believe that even nice helpful gestures of mine, could be seen as weird.

I just wanna know what am I doing wrong. Am I just a joke? Does everyone hate me? The ones I care most for, always take what I've done for granted. Why is this always the case?

Finally, I've got my wake-up call. I think it's really time. For me to get rid of any hopes I had in me, in everything I believed in. I, am letting go of all. Because I'm tired. And it's all just not worth it.

Right now, I just feel a bit lonely. Worst still, I need to fake a smile up so that no one knows something is wrong and come asking me.

There I go. Now, I shall move somewhere else before I stink up the whole place.