Yesterday, Ming was just looking through the photos on my current laptop. And then, he stumbled across some old pictures.
Ming: Who is she?
Me: Someone that used to be a friend.
Ming: *observes the photos* Wow, you two were really pretty close back then, huh?
Me: Yeah, we were.
Ming: These photos were pretty recent.
Me: Well, we haven't talked since April.
Friend: What happened?
Me: I'll tell you about it later *pretends to be busy with housework*
But never did. Why tell someone about it when you yourself don't understand how things can turn so badly? Esp, for a guy that I never even intended to like. Was it worth it? I don't think so. But with all the damages done, things can never go back to the way it was anymore.
On days like this when things related to you pop up, I feel a little sad. But, only just a little. Sad because, it made me miss the good times we had when we chat and meet up. Because I wanted to believe those were coming sincerely from you. I guess I'll never find out now.
If you're wondering about the same on my side - Yes, or I wouldn't have bothered to share so much with you.
But we've all moved on and have our own circle of friends. I guess I should be happy for all of us. Because after half a year later, we are minding our own businesses and not interfering with each other's lives anymore, I hope. Since I haven't bothered you for quite awhile, I hope you would return me the favour. Because it will always find its way to me, and it'll upset me to know that we're still not above that issue, and that you still stand on your grounds and not realise the past mistakes you contributed to.
Yes, I sound abit emo sial today. Period coming soon :/
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