Only you would understand.

A little message to the three unique people in my life :)

Miss L:

I'll tell you what I think of you. I treated you nothing less than a good friend. That is why I confided in you for the past couple of months. And I trusted you with him. Even when I had my suspicions that something wasn't right between you and him, I gladly took your explanations, with no further questions. It was because I really wanted to believe that you are a sincere friend.

If you made an honest mistake, and accidentally leaked out what we talked about, fine. I can accept that. But to make it sound like I was intentionally speculating about people's past, is just unfair. Hell, YOU mentioned about things that I totally forgot about.

I may be thinking too much but I'm pretty sure you blocked me on MSN. It doesn't make any sense and I have no idea why? Doesn't matter. It's your choice. Have fun sms-ing with him everynight again.

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Miss C:

I did not intentionally bring things up. To defame you. You should know me better than that. Sometimes things happen. You talk, the topic comes up. Just like how you would tell me things about your good friend. Now, if she was to found out you told me such and such, do you think she would have appreciated you telling me about her personal things? I didn't think so. Point taken?

If you're gonna be so sensitive about this, you shouldn't have done it in the first place?? I didn't even see it as anything negative but you are ashamed of it yourself. I apologised anyway and if you wanna take this like this, I can't be bothered. Just don't act like you're really innocent and hasn't shared news about your friends with me. You can block me all you want as well. And taking me off your friendster's featured friends list just because of this? Wow, real classic move. I thought we were grown ups.

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Mr T:

I really thought that the talk we had two nights ago had took us to a better level. Things were clarified and I expected things to improve between us.

But, knowing that you actually tried to lie to me for her at first, disappointed me. I would have appreciated more honesty from you. Maybe I was too naive to believe that I deserved that much from you. And you know what? I really feel offended when people think that they can breeze past me with a lie when I can look right through them. I know I don't look like the smartest thing but I think I would know you well enough to know when you are lying and when you aren't. Sometimes I ask because I've giving you a chance to clarify yourself.

Anyway, it's good to know where you stand.

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Now, do you see what kind of shitty things that are going on in my life? I'm pretty sure you've observed that a lot of my posts are pretty moody these days. I've been holding on to these thoughts for quite awhile. It was just the stupid revisions that were holding me back. Of course, I'm not saying I'm all right. But sometimes, these people only think about their own shoes.

I can't wait til the days just get brighter and I can blog like a pure bimbo.