Sometimes I wonder why do I get myself into some sort of dilemma and then get upset about it. I mean, I made these choices myself. I've got no one to blame but myself.
I could have chosen not to walk down that path, but I did. You play with fire, you get burnt. Simple as that. But sometimes I'm just one of those silly people who always assume that things will go my way. That I will be fine, and that I will be able to handle it, without getting hurt.
Last night, someone had a talk with me over drinks. The things said, were things that I could foresee coming, when I chose to walk down this path. It hasn't happened yet, but I know it's the matter of time. Sometimes the impact of pain and hurt doensn't come until you actually hear it from someone besides yourself.
And now, I'm just waiting to lose the game I'm stuck in. I feel so helpless, thinking of the situation. I could try and attempt to fix this, but either way, I know I'll lose. I'll most probably make things worse than it could get in the future.
I'm a big girl. I'll get over it. Lick my own wounds. Til then, these tears will come and go. Someone wipe them dry for me, please.
2 comments:
OK...first..deeep deeep english..for me at least...not for my sisters though...its like a book to them =D
Sure..your bf will lick your wounds and wipe your tears no problem..that time you will be all grown up and forget about us..sob
Aiyah, if I could forget about you fellas, I won't ask you all come out-lah!
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