I'm just stoning in front of the laptop screen. So many thoughts. No idea how to express them out.
I've made mistakes in my life. I don't deny it. But of all things, I would never hurt or betray my good friends. NEVER.
But again and again, in my life and among the different circle of friends I've been in, something would surely come up. Usually not my direct circle of friends but nevertheless, people that I trust and always confide to.
I just feel SO sick of this.
Why is my life so full of drama these days??
Do you know it fucking hurts? To find out more and more things everyday? To know someone u still love have moved on with a friend that you talked to nearly everyday online? To find out that despite the couple of misunderstandings that has occured, I have accepted her explanations with no questions asked? Only to discover that she's taken me for a fool for a whole month?
I told you. Don't take me as a fool. Don't let me be the last to know. You agreed.
The fact that he has moved on, and that he misunderstood me, has hurt more than enough. Knowing the girl is someone I trust countless times, hurts even more. And to know that you couldn't respect me enough for this, has really crossed the line.
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