Randomness.

Tonight was pretty random. In the middle of my conversations with a couple of friends, a guy suggested we got to know each other a little bit more. And by that, he obviously meant more than friends. He asked if I wanted to give 'us' a go.

This was so unexpected, and out of all the people in the world - him. There's nothing wrong with him, of course. I don't know him that well, but we have casual chats on MSN every now and then. And bump into each other at clubs and small events. But, that's pretty much it. He's nice to talk to and all. But I just didn't see this coming at all, and especially, not now.

Talk about bad or weird timing. I've known him since mid of last year - the same time I met his other friends. Somehow, I saw more of his friends and got to know them better. If things were gonna happen, you'd think it'll happen earlier? Man, god needs to start wear a watch from now.

I guess that somewhat eliminates the physical attraction factor. If it was my looks he went for, it should've happened much earlier. Not that my looks changed a lot from before? I don't think there were chemistry between us, since I've always only seen him as a friend up til now and I believe he felt the same. Please don't tell me he just thinks that I'm a nice girl (little does he know I'm not one ha ha ha) and should give it a go. How...unromantic.

Anyway, would I have considered him if it happened during a different time? No idea. Do I want to? Not now. I'm happy with just how things are now. But of course I'm still glad I met a nice guy like him. You can never get enough of good people around you, right? :)

So I guess I'll still like to know him better, but only as a friend for now. Whatever happens in the future, happens. Not like I can help that.