Let It Go Or Bring It On?

A pondering thought, but not shared. Yet.

Anyway, I'm just wondering to myself - have I changed in the past couple of years? Maybe yes, maybe no.

I think I've learnt to let go of a huge lump of my unhappy past. No longer have the interest to dwell or think about it anymore, which is good. Except for a recent incident with the bitch boss. I realized I haven't shared the whole story here yet. Just you wait and see, because it's going to be a long story. That, I need a little more time to get over >:(

Of course, I still wish that the people that defamed me would know their mistakes, because I am still pretty sensitive about people lying about things I said or did, when I am very sure I didn't. How sure? Like, I would "get-hit-by-a-bus-the-moment-I-cross-the-road-if-I-did" sure.

But, I believe, people that had the intention to do it on purpose, will most likely deny doing it, or realize their faults. The old me would probably bitch about it day and night til I run out of brain juice, but I'd figured, you just gotta let it go. There will be less wrinkles showing on your face :)

I do wonder, though. Would it have turned out differently if I confronted the person? It's not because I don't dare to. But many times, I let people off the hook way too easily and just decide to 'screw it' and start ignoring them. It might prevent a drama, but would these people ever learn their lesson?

While I want to let it go as usual, I have friends that is suggesting that I report P to certain unions, just so that she wouldn't do the same thing to others anymore, always assuming that we're easy to be bullied.

Where is that 'ganas' side of me now?! Or have I buried that side of me by chanting 'Let it go, let it go' a lil' too often?! LOL.